Everyone's like "oh, run your own website, why don't people just run your own website" an then self-hosting a website turns out to be a miserable, grueling, thankless, neverending grind with the occasional risk of something really dangerous happening and it's your fault
@eniko This is as a useful advice as "you should go to the gym and feel better", it might work for like 50% of the population, but it might not for you.
I loathed going to the gym during my first year, 0 help with my mental health. It was only when I started to write down my thoughts and feelings that I noticed that my head was very full of worries (still is, just less, mind you) that I can go and have a good time.
@eniko And i'm def on the same camp as you. While i'm "glad" with what I did, — which was supporting indies and talking about strategy games — I wish I could've done more, had more support, more financial help. Gah
so a resist lib self described former cop with (apparently?) a genai avatar on bsky has a porn bots blocklist that he's adding random people to. someone posts about it, and i boost their post and block the dude
and he vindictively added me to the porn bot block list
apparently he's since removed me again but folks, lemme tell ya, this is why im not a big believer in block lists. it's almost like they get abused to launder the owner's petty grievances every. single. fucking. time
The cat has fully settled in to the new place as this is the first night she's been kicked out of the bedroom for being rowdy. Commence the caterwauling!
i wanna dip my toe into 3d gamedev but its hard because i'm so comfortable with 2d stuff that it feels silly trying to learn so much new shit 🙃 like, i could just continue making 2d games, itd be fine
An image from Caves of Qud where it depicts a being with pink skin / armor and the being says "I want salt in my mouth, dead eyes in radiating darkness, and a frog for a friend"
Me, being very smart and proactive: I'll write down notes about this coding idea so when I get to implementing it I can read them and remember my thought process
Me, later, reading the notes: what the fuck was I talking about, what the fuck does any of this mean
@eniko A few weeks go on couples therapy, my therapist asked me to take some notes and I said beforehand "ok my cursive isn't great". fast forward minutes later and she was
I just wanna brag about the fact the estimates for porting Kitsune Tails have gotten slashed in half twice because I did a good job preparing it to be easier to port
@eniko I have very little idea what hot code reloading means but picture you manning a cannon made out of code and njord pouring water on it and yelling "SHOOT"
Ah yes, Mintrocket, a corporation that we're supposed to think of as an indie developer even though it's actually a wholly owned subsidiary of Nexon, is now looking to create a Dave the Diver "cinematic universe of games" which is also a super indie thing to do
I dont know if it's the weather or the fact waking up to dead internet for 3 hours was that stressful or if it just threw my routine that much but I've felt super fucking anxious all day
@eniko I need more than that Eniko, I need to block 1000 channels with "you should finish more games" or "the tragic X of Y" just because I was looking up gran turismo time trials
giving the gestures everything, it's getting harder and harder to tell myself that my fondness for retro games and hardware is really nostalgia and not because things were actually better
EDIT: i don't mean only gaming, i mean general computing
@eniko As I said to a friend (that runs a website too), 2023 and 2024 are breaking me slowly. I've played a bunch of great games (that will sell like shit), I cant help but despair about layoffs, i'm tired of seeing my friends struggle
I feel for the Godot team, especially their social/community team
But also, getting brigaded for making a little joke with a rainbow emoji in it is what you should expect if you continue to stay on Twitter because "that's where the audience is!"
That audience is full of bigots screaming about woke and DEI now since many more reasonable and more vulnerable people, you know, left
@eniko As someone whose country blocked twitter, you have no idea how many hoops i am having to go through to contact indie devs bc they're only on fucking twitter
Was taking painkillers and, as always, feeling low key stressed out about running out cause you can only get them in person at a pharmacy and it's such a massive pain to get to the pharmacy here
Then remembered we're gonna move to a place where there's a pharmacy a 7 minute walk away and so I'll never have to worry about this again. That was nice
@eniko Sorry its just that it feels WEIRD to me, I can call up my local pharmacy and go "hey can I get some uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ibuprofen" and they would be like "yeah sure thing buddy, it will be there in no time!"
so apparently kitsunegames.com's RSS feed is served on http and not https and im not sure if there was a good reason for that or not. does anyone know if serving an RSS feed off https is a problem? i feel like given the entire site is served on https there's probably some kinda reason the feed is not
idea from
@catraxx that i'm reposting in the hopes it will somehow become a reality: someone should stand up an Ultima Online server for the fediverse >_>
EDIT: poll for interest in a reply to this post, please vote to register your interest
the people with large audiences who joined a huge mastodon server, expected it to function exactly like twitter, were very upset about the lack of moderation but also unwilling to move to other, better moderated servers, are on bluesky bagging on mastodon
i've tried my best to defend the place on there but you know, i prefer to talk to people rather than at or over them so i don't have a lot of clout on bluesky lmao
@eniko I'm only using my "following" feed and a bunch of curated feeds lik idk, "urbanism". But the time it took for me to see something triggering there from a brazilian user vs last month was....fast.
I know i'm "part of the problem" by staying on social, but at least here I can follow tags (and I do) so I have NO idea what's the actual local feed like. I just follow what I want.
So we went to the immigration office and didn't meet with the advocate who was supposed to be there. Could not reach him on the phone. Finally called our agent who called him and found out the immigration office had just canceled all yellow slip appointments for the day because they were "too busy" and he was trying to fix it
Sat around in 35C for a fucking hour not hearing anything. Called our agent again and they found out the advocate had just fucking up and left without even telling us to go home. Damn near got heatstroke cause we were masked and didn't have water to drink even if we weren't
This appointment took us two months to get. The solution to this is to travel to the capital instead which would cost 300 euros in cab fare and 4 hours. We would have to do this (at least) twice. I fucking hate Cyprus
Kitsune Tails has a release date! As just announced on Wholesome Direct, our Mario-like featuring queer fox girls will be coming to Steam and itch.io (Windows, Linux) on August 1st, 2024!