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voytek709

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19 Jan 07

They/She

Goofy neurodivergent teen

Voytek/Viktoria is a nickname, you may call me that

Pan (AKA gay as hell 🏳️‍🌈)

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voytek709 OP ,
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I feel very guilty and I can’t even cry because I’m so upset and shocked

voytek709 OP ,
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Update: She said she decided she wouldn’t do it and she talked to her best friend about it

(Texts between us) So what is happening here exactly? I know I’m in the wrong now but am I gaslighting her??

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voytek709 OP ,
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I didn't know how to word it, I wanted to be brutally honest

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Also, for more context, she got mad at me for posting something once that said "4 hours with Max!!" when I was just celebrating four hours on a call with my friend Max.

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I don’t call her at all. We regularly call, me and Max, for 4+ hours maybe 3 at the lowest. I love her because I am attracted to her but I love Max also

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Yeah, I see that. But to be honest, I only really think about Max, Nichole (my GF) sometimes

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That's how it is with my ex, TBH. And he likes me, my gf is just monogamous.

I hate myself right now, am I a bad person? I feel like one.

So I’m only 15. While I hope my boyfriend is the one for me, I also doubt it. I have had a girlfriend “Amy” since I was 12 but I am polyamorous and so is my boyfriend “Avery”. He is also dating some dude who I’ll call “Alex” since his name starts with the same letter as Avery’s and my girlfriend’s. ...

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I'm having a similar thing with my girlfriend except she thinks I'm ignoring her. I'd say talk to him and see what he says.

voytek709 ,
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I've been in denial like this, too, but I'd definitely say yes if they're DTF and want to kiss.

People who dealt with "Bible Becky's" or "Bible Benny's", how did things work out between you?

I would consider my old crush, Karl, to be a Bible Benny, just a bit. He was pretty religious and came from a religious Christian family and had a lot of internalized homophobia. Though he dated a dude and called men and women alike (jokingly) "hubby" or "wifey" and smacked their ass, he was still convinced he was straight or at ...

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How sick can ppl get???

voytek709 , (edited )
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Precisely! My girlfriend is my best friend

voytek709 OP ,
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He’s not, IDK why I said friend

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I cut him off

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His loss if he can't 🤷‍♂️

voytek709 ,
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She sounds creepy as hell man.

voytek709 ,
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As a former compulsive liar (as a child), I wanted a lot of attention. My family was strict but okay. I lied that they hated me on Discord and that they wanted to hurt me.

I was also going to say, this person sounds narcissistic. Sometimes, narcissistic people will say one thing, when it’s really the reverse. How do you know that other people bullied her and that her parents hate her? She could have been the one bullying others with parents who care. We don’t know.

Plus, no normal person wants to be God or to have God fear them.

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Fake Kill Scare

Why would someone be like this? Does he hate me?

I (18nb/18m) have been friends with Karl (18m/maybe 19m now) since freshman year. We had been seated together in science class on the first day and really hit it off since then. Karl also has bad social anxiety and already had when I met him, so he only really talked to and trusted me. ...

voytek709 OP ,
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It’s funny that you both have the same name

voytek709 OP ,
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not Lemmy’s Karl, but my Karl gets pretty attached to people, has sleeping issues, bad mood swings, and will go through periods where he’ll seek help and advice from you and you’re the greatest person in the world, but suddenly you suck. if he has a disorder, i have no clue, but he definitely needs to talk to a professional.

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moscowians and versaillans

voytek709 ,
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Emma has attachment issues. She loves her friend Olivia, so they fuck because they’re friends with benefits and freaky

voytek709 ,
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She sounds very self-centered, creepy, and sick in the head. For some reason, I would say she’s fixated on you, and it feels like a 5-year-old playground bully but worse as she’s a grown woman.

And most people don’t go out of their way to befriend children and follow children < 13 they don’t know on social media, so are you sure you even want validation from her?

Life isn’t fair, but hopefully one day, she’ll either change or pay for how she’s treated people. People who defend her or don’t care that their “friend” (you) is being harmed by this lady they’re obsessed with are kind of dicks, too.

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She’s in a relationship with everyone

voytek709 OP , (edited )
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I forgot to say, Karl is a crush, not an ex. I liked him but he started being a jerk after befriending his ex who hates me

Okay, he’s not really a jerk. He’s nice and rude because of the ex, and the ex told me Karl hates me because the ex is a bitch.

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That’s the thing, IDK if I want to be with her or not. I do but IDK

voytek709 ,
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It means they want her to hang from a rope/belt and die. Yes, it is a threat, it seems to be like saying “I hope you die.”

voytek709 ,
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”Hang dead” isn’t really slang, and it means to kill someone by hanging. You might hear it said in a Western. It was likely a threat.

as another comment said

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In this context, do you think it means “I will kill you by hanging”? How would you use “hang dead” in a sentence?

voytek709 ,
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thanks!! if used with just “hang dead”, is it telling someone to hang dead??

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I’d say this too

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I’d say dystopian works. As for the other genres, I’m not sure. The story takes place in the future with advanced technology and deals with war.

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I’m probably the second youngest, I just turned 18 earlier this year.