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DionRa

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he/him

Writer: original fiction of all genres and lengths
Artist: pencils, copics, watercolours
Musician: vocals, guitar, bass, djembe
Game Developer/Designer: HTML5, CSS, Javascript, PHP, Python

British by birth, Finnish by choice! Proudly unemployed in any official capacity and living my best life!

FREE PALESTINE!

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@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

I don't just want ICE abolished I want the entire concept of passports and borders abolished.

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

got pissed off. wrote 1 and a half songs about it.

...

if it was 1 song I could release as a single but noooo. 2 songs is building to a theme album. clearly I need to write more.

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let's ignore the fact that I have like 4 or 5 half-finished unrecorded theme albums already that I need to finish. no this one is more relevant rn.

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

hey just a quick PSA that isn't intended to make anyone feel bad but if you could please content warn your posts about the epstein shit (especially jokes/memes/shitposts) for CSA us survivors of similar shit would really fuckin appreciate it ❤️❤️❤️

(NB: this is not directed at said survivors making jokes to cope!!)

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to mutualaid 组

February Fundraiser :HeartDisability:

Two disabled trans abuse survivors need money for:

-food
-overdraft
-furniture
(all needed ASAP)

-March rent & bills (due 2nd March)

Thank you again for all you do to keep us going!

GOAL: 0€/2000€

£ paypal: [email protected]
€ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for £ bank transfer

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@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

I love when I forget about my tea for the perfect amount of time for it to be a drinkable temperature :)

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

I've been so sad and scared and stressed for so long 😭😭😭

and it is SUCH a relief being here even though TECHNICALLY we are homeless rn???

like we are not out of the woods yet but holy crap I feel a thousand times better than I did the last week and a hundred times better than I did for the last few months????

I'm not sure?? this makes sense??? lmfao

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to mutualaid 组

Our stuff is in storage and we're (safe & warm!) in a cheap hotel for the next 10 days while we secure a house, but we're going to need money for movers again and for food while we're here. Thank you so much for all you've done for us already it feels so good to be out of that place! 🙏🏿❤️

GOAL: £0/£1000

£ paypal: [email protected]
€ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for £ bank transfer

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@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to mutualaid 组

Didn't hit last month's goal so we still need money for moving before we're kicked out in the cold, and food & bills in the meantime!

Please help us two marginalised abuse survivors get out from under the thumb of this shithead of a slumlord and into actual stable housing if you can! 🙏🏿♥️

GOAL: £0/2500

£ paypal: [email protected]
€ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for £ bank transfer

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FUCK we just got an eviction notice, need to be out of here by the 12th January cause they will come in and kick us out and take our stuff then if we're not! need money NOW please!!!

£ paypal: [email protected]
€ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for £ bank transfer

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

it my birthday and I am stuck in this place still, and have no presents cause we too broke for that :(

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to mutualaid 组

it's my birthday this month (17th) & we still haven't managed to move. it's still getting colder & we still have no proper heating. still expecting to be kicked out any moment. I really don't want to have to spend my birthday here, let alone xmas, and the looming prospect is upsetting. please help if you can. 🙏🏿❤️

GOAL: £624.05/£4000

€ paypal: [email protected]
£ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for € or £ bank transfer

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@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

oh hey I just realised it's exactly one month til my birthday

please universe can I manage to move house before then??? >.<

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

RE: https://kind.social/@DionRa/115518080314670168

space heater broke. SO fucking cold. buying a new one but. really fucking need to move, so that we can have a working fireplace and central fucking heating. PLEASE help.

GOAL: £410.77/£4000

€ paypal: [email protected]
£ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for € or £ bank transfer

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

PLEASE help us with moving costs. we have someone to act as reference now but can't actually apply to anywhere cause we can't afford the deposit yet.

GOAL: £410.77/£4000

€ paypal: [email protected]
£ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for € or £ bank transfer

@mutualaid

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@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

talking to humans is hard.

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

i wanted to be out of here before halloween but it's looking like that won't happen :((

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

:HeartTransgender: URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST! NEED TO MOVE! :HeartTransgender:

District Court has gotten involved so we really need to move ASAP as we will be officially evicted soon. Funds will be used for deposit and first month's rent, hiring packers and movers, transport, food, and bills. Please see https://climatejustice.social/@Aurin_the_classtraitor/115395567475992351 for more info.

GOAL: £236.71/£4000

€ paypal: [email protected]
£ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for € or £ bank transfer

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

the world sucks, but we have to find joy wherever we can amidst the suffering anyway, it would be fucking disrespectful to our ancestors to not

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

just spent an INSANE amount on food. like, twice what we would normally spend. probably got like twice the amount of food we normally would too though so it's fine I guess?? lots and lots of new things to try for both of us. :)

if you want to fund our eating disorder/starvation recovery so I don't feel bad spending all this money it would be much appreciated!

EDIT: £96.48/£419 on this still if y'all were wondering 😅

paypal: [email protected]

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

https://www.twitch.tv/empressmoko

come support a trans streamer <3

(i may or may not be playing guitar and singing occasionally in this open mic night thing :O )

DionRa OP ,
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i played one song so far :D

did not occur to me that i could just stream with audio and no webcam!

DionRa OP ,
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update: two songs, got called in for a second one before hitting post and forgot to edit haha

DionRa OP ,
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i have lost COUNT of how many songs i have played to the internet at large tonight

scary. i don't like being on voice chat with a limited number of people usually. xD

DionRa OP ,
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ok my fingers are killing me so i am now doing karaoke like everyone else here

....this is WAY scarier than actually playing guitar somehow xD

DionRa OP ,
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ok my voice is also killing me so i dropped out entirely but that was a lot of fun :3

maybe i will try again sometime ^^

(Moko is still on and still fundraising to move out of her conservative state if you wanna come watch/support in any way <3)

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

all landlords are bastards

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

lease runs out on 2nd august and landlord is refusing to renew (probs because we dared to demand that things be fixed) so we have to move again.

my benefits also finally stopped which we knew would be coming since i literally don't even live in that country anymore but what great timing. so no income now.

asking for enough to move, get furniture & set us up for the next year.

GOAL: 519/24,000€

£ paypal: [email protected]
or dm for € paypal or € or £ bank transfer

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

had to pay late fees on the last electricity bill because apparently we misread the due date on it (it was very confusing and in another language), and then double-checked the current one's due date so it wouldn't happen again only to discover the actual due date for that one is TOMORROW. so we used rent money to pay that and now need money for rent which is due in 6 days! still haven't paid septic tank or trash or electric transfer (different to electric!) bills either. >.<

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really sorry to keep begging but we need like £400 to cover rent and bills (and another £500 to get out of this overdraft...)

£ paypal: [email protected]
dm for € paypal or bank transfer

please help if you can, thank you if you already have, your help is continuing to keep us on our feet and we are SO grateful ❤️

@mutualaid

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

there's this thing that happens, when you finally achieve safety and have decent emotional support, where you just break down a bit and stop being able to function, and your brain keeps bringing up more and more repressed trauma for you to process

and it's scary, and it feels unsustainable, and like you can't cope outside of the trauma

but you need to be gentle with yourself, you need to cut yourself slack, you need to invest in yourself and your spoons, and trust that you'll get through it

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you need to just say 'fuck it' and order the takeaway and go into debt and use up all your overdraft and buy yourself things that will save you spoons in the long run even if they cost a ton up front

it's okay, don't stress about it, you both need and deserve the break

DionRa OP ,
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it takes effort to repress trauma, and you were never meant to do it forever

your brain was just holding it back until it was remotely possible to process it, and as soon as it's remotely possible it sort of springs back, like a springboard, cause it was being held back with tension, rather than buried like a lot of people think

this is a good thing, and it doesn't last forever, i promise <3

@DionRa@kind.social avatar DionRa , to random

everytime i order something from a small business owner and get a dispatch notification the same day i'm like 'nooooo you're overworking yourself don't stress yourself out on my behalf i can wait a few days' D: