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(Back to life, back to reality) (Back to life, back to reality) They say the strange faith, the boss running this thing way Still I got make the advance count my cheese cake Dark sides, it's my free play I'm interning for my barber, get your free fade Oh wait Tell me where we at though I'm looking through the windows of your soul, I don't back though I lost some good men 'cause they couldn't see the back door We black, bearing arms now, keep it in the satchel Page, all this hating on me isn't natural But God gave me this, an atheist can see the passion And y'all niggas lame, hydroplaning with the crash out But everything a lot, so Bring everything, everything (Back to life, back to reality) In the belly of the (back to life, back to reality) In the belly of the beast (back to life, back to reality) In the belly of the- (back to life, back to reality) (Boy, ain't no way, boy) (Boy, ain't no fuckin' way, boy) Yeah We celebratin' want opposition, ain't optimistic God is good but I often questionin' when he listen The hate is bigger than me, the weight is bigger than me They crashing out, I feel like I'm at Talladega winning Chocolate city we suppose to be good Never thought I'll (?)
Happy canvassing the neighborhoods I'll never Take advantage of his patron As a patient they are plays To be a phantom of nan under the bandages Examine 'til he vanishes I don't feel a social pull to Show the wolves where grandma lives I find deliverance from evil either In a sedentary binge Or spring interning with the cemetery winds No stacked sash or accolades from authority The backstory gets all back-into-a-corner-y Abuses in the feeding tube That circle back to eat at you Bacteria that tip the hat Adversity that gleam the cube It's tit for tat with slippery Aristocrats who pity cops And brilliant rats who find the grit to Slip out of the Skinner box The moat's supposed to keep the rivals out The calls are coming from inside the house I should nail boards to the back door I should feed squirrels from my hand more I want to meet the maker in A proper suit and shoes i'm lying Let 'em find the body with the loot removed It's no thing
To me, ya'll just sound like a couple of High Whities You had to be on mad coke and XTC, To think for a second, you can stand next to me Look, don't ever again mention my name in ya freestyles Or I cut off ya transmission faster than Lee Miles And I heard ya album, this must be something you're new at 'Cause I rather hear a Lil' Wayne/Lil' Zane duet My cellphone stay ringin', like a slap in the ear So I hope y'all don't plan on making rap a career Cause ever since Heav' was in Vernon I been burnin' Next year, y'all be up in Rawkus, interning And I shoulda let it known what your government names are To make sure you +Take It Personal+ like Gang Starr, motherfuckers "I got one lyric, pointed at your head for start Another one, is pointed at your weak ass heart" -> Guru And that go for any other so called rapcats, in the game "Pay homage, respect" -> Nas "Acknowledge the rep" -> Nas "Another fake jack I slay with my spectac' rap display" -> Guru And believe me, I ain't forget about him, naw "Pay homage, respect" -> Nas Nope..
She so irresponsible This dope is not refundable Push start is malfunctional But I got this automatic semi that's conjunctional She make me feel wonderful This rocket ship relaunchable Don't interupt my conversation Cash money operation We don't fill out applications Just talked to my travel agent Cap and gown no graduation GPS my navigation Turn it turn it turn it turn it turn it If she gone leave with me she aint returning She do paper work for me like she interning But ain't no tracking numbers to confirm it I might buy a bag and that's concerning No installments don't affirm it She give head like she determined I don't judge no discernment I get bread because I earned it This is platinum it ain't sterling Aint' that logical Flavors I got tropical She think they taste like popsicles If I spin yo block again you might think it's an obstacle The safe you got unlockable Break in he like impossible Anything is possible Dripping like rewashable The whip I got rechargeable Xanex in a sprite I let it sit now it's dissolvable Her attitude's remarkable The coupe I'm in reparkable Turn it turn it turn it turn it turn it If she gone leave with me it's no returning Paper work for me like she interning But ain't no tracking numbers to confirm it Presidential suite I got picked up in a Excursion She know I'm the plug she don't call we meet in person She like giving head just for practice we rehearsing Email my receipt for the transaction on this purchase Push started my lambo with no key I ain't insert it Back seat of the Mayback I got Louis on my curtains Pulled up on a thottie with some tracks I had to curve it Lean it got me tweaking when I'm driving got me swerving I seen her only fans I paid her cash is wasn't worth it So you gone have to send my money back you don't deserve it Vacuum sealed a pound of dope and froze it to preserve it And no you can not take a seat with me less you reserve it Turn it turn it turn it turn it turn it If she gone leave with me she aint returning She do paper work for me like she interning But ain't no tracking numbers to confirm it Turn it turn it turn it turn it turn it If she gone leave with me she aint returning She do paper work for me like she interning But ain't no tracking numbers to confirm it
I'm lighting up an 8th and it's ten past ten Interning with faith, that's the right turn
Whatever Jump in the front, let's ride Interning at faith but I just got hired 360 with God and I can't get fired Hot boy but I'm cold standing in the blue fire Prada from the neck down, don't bother Deep inside a dream, I saw shapes of wet water (And I felt some type of way) Lusi on the track right, get your track right We pull up on BMX bikes like the Fab 5 So I walked up in the mall right, did the swipe, swipe Then I gave away my Moncler in the sacrifice It's kinda funny 'cause you're so mad and IDGAF I just wanna have fun Switching styles up with the season Need no reason to, I just do whatever I like Too many times they tried to do me dirty Make me feel like I'm not worthy of what I've got You've gotta keep a very calm composure Strong and sober, I'll do whatever I like Three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three Let me know what it's gonna be Three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three Better push up on me For free, for free, for free, for free I'll teach you how you gotta be I should've never went to school I should've been the one to teach Made it from the kids league to the big finals It's the nine fold path, noblest striver If I win I'm gonna get out of the rebirth cycle I'm gonna hit it out the park and then I'm gonna go higher But sometimes I lost my focus Love doesn't And it's never just that easy No, I don't trust it No, but I know what I know I know what I know (Yeah, I know) I know what I know (Yeah, I know) I know what I know (Uh-uh) No, I know what I know Jump in the front, let's ride Interning with faith but I just got hired 360 with god and I can't get fired Hot boy but I'm cold standing in the blue fire Prada from the neck down, don't bother Deep inside a dream, I saw shapes of wet water And I felt some type of way I know what I know (I know what I know) I know what I know (I know what I know) I know what I know (I know what I know) No, I know what I know
And if you scared, get a dog (Shut up when I'm talkin' to you) Yapple Dapple, rappers like crabs in a barrel Get trapped and blanched and snap crackled I’m Ginsberg interning at the Magic Castle I’m Bob Ross, happy accidents and rad afro Back and a tad wacko In laughably bad graphics The class act travel in batches of Mad Max’s And savages who still haven’t changed Out of their pajamas Luckily I never show up on your cameras It’s bananas I sit and meditate until the answer come Sand is back and teaching rappers How to spell chrysanthemum From holding hands wit cats that Barely know the half I barely even knew the half of em But keep the valentine's day homecourt Sonic catcalls from the steps, Jah bless Bacon and eggs for cooler heads Hedging my bets Force of habit had me almost care But I nipped it in the bud And now I'm almost there So it appears we do not get along say what?
Wow, man, what a fucking trip What a fucking trip You see, I made this project so I can really reflect On myself and see how I wanted to move on Creatively and artistically I also created this project so I could just have one home To walk into and just see all the rooms That I once slept in But damn, yo, you know what I'm saying Seeing yourself progress in life and mature and grow It's surreal You know what I'm saying It's very surreal And I just thank everybody that took the time out of the day To listen to me, took the time out of the day To learn my story, grow through this journey Even to the people that I've fucked with since day one That have fucked with me I really appreciate y'all I really do Right now, I'm sitting in a bathroom Talking to myself in this mirror upstairs From the place I'm interning at And I just had to do this, you know what I'm saying I had to take my time out to really put this together Because I just want to bring value to this world You know what I'm saying I want people that are like me, that are like us To really find their own voice To feel like they're not alone To feel like they can relate to someone And for people who aren't, I just want to entertain them You know what I'm saying Have them something to escape the realities of life Yeah, man, I gotta get back to my internship and shit You know what I'm saying I've been in this bathroom for like 30 minutes Talking to myself But once again, on behalf of me and Spiritless And Spiritless Sounds, and Spiritless Studios And everything else I'm gonna create and have created And everything, just everything, you know what I'm saying Thank you So without further ado, goodbye
How times have now changed 초심을 잃었다고는 하지마, who could forever be a boy - JJAX I'm sick of sending all the demo tapes 이 스토린 내 대본에 없었거든 난 대번에 뜨는 꿈을 꿨지 A chevrolet and rolex at age 23 Consolation ain't okay if you can't relate and feel my pain Sorry mother, 'cause we gotta forfeit all the money, honor, interning offers, or being scholars, fxxxing lawyers Can you hear me? Twisted and bitter from 시기 Since 22, we've been kicking sheets with this irritation and distance within me, you feel?
Since a youth traumatized through my life events Trying to make change i'm really adding up the cents They never let me shine that's word to melatonin They knew me from 106 Back then I was interning for Solomon Fire-starter MP now he hotter than now I can't imagine Going back to the old wears them old fabrics Same shit a different day I don't buy that saying Been on some new shit daily nah I ain't playing I'm the host of the show call me the game master I really started this shit these niggas came after I did favors I regret it made me so savage I got em saying Getcha like it's a new language (Get Ya Papers Up) Never really liked the water but Ima need the boat So I could hit the yacht club and tell conceited jokes When you the realest in the room you could see the hoax All we rolling up is ZA cuz we need to smoke Took the whip from the garage for the weed run I'm stressed need a massage dodging speed bumps I'm scoring at will, shooting from the logo Left my job to do this rap shit they say i'm loco They rather see me miserable and fall off considerable The shit I read in the comments over the years it made me cynical But what's left, I'm writing like i'm writing for my last breath I used spin vinyl, Muhfucka I'm a damn vet Chea And it's the final like the last test And we the flyest when we damn breast Uh yeah i'm the damn best Get ya papers up call my publicists Chasing bags just to light the wrists Chea Got me thinking I'm a narcissist Throw it in the bag i'm copping all of this Top 5 Entertainment
Let me turn off the lights for this one I been workin' so damn hard for you, girl I been working so damn h- Girl girl I been working so damn hard for you, yeah girl You don't even know, I got so much I could really offer you Wooo, girl I would give it all to you See giiiirrrrl, I been waiting so damn long for you Girl, let me know what's going on with you Can't get you off my mind and just to kill the time giiiirrrrl Damn, I went and wrote a song for you Listen, I been thinkin' to myself got me thinkin' something wrong with me Yeah, shit, uh, past nights I been all on yo' line, damn I just wanna know what's going on with you, uh You been up in Portland interning and I been at the crib soul searching Yeah, yeah Damn, I'm the type to hit you up, text yo' ass ‘is you up?'
I was in the house like Milhouse You're my lease on life lil Lisa If it’s destined in the stars Imma meet ya Pull up at 6 Imma link ya Who the realist when the chips down Hope we don’t ever have to know Know some niggas who part time clowns 2025 it’s okay if niggas hoes I was interning with niggas hoes Just to put some on the resume I was listening to sade the other day Shed a tear on the interstate Sipping on crown like an old head Shorty gon' pit stop like moped Baby you in good hands check the link in my bio Shorty did some only fans it ain’t static to my audio Know some good neck down in San Antonio I don’t give a fuck about much Niggas tripping tryna be rich How 'bout a look in your soul Slow down What you gotta speed for If you hit the asphalt You gon' bleed more Slow down What you gotta speed for If you hit the asphalt You gon' bleed more Slow down What you gotta speed for If you hit the asphalt You gon' bleed more
Yo talent doesn't make you a superstar I done seen a million artist come And a million go I done seen one hit wonders go missing so many times It'll make a scientist to believe in ghost Jeezy signed my hoody and he told me keep hustlin Then I met TI Just A rapper chasing his dreams Honored to meet ya Always knew that one day We would meet again Funny how the tables spin Shoutout to the DJs who be playing this Back to the tracks I would rap When I trap Round the map In a cap That was black Get in my bag With a bag Book bag On my back Full of tracks Yes I really did that I kept going going And knowing Knowledge is flowing Interning serving and opening stages Jesus in motion A poet potently penning my soul On canvas as noted notes I was taking in studios After cleaning the toilet stool If you ain't neva seen a Christian in the mainstream Yo eyes been closed cause we made memories of daydreams When Jesus died He pushed darkness to the side So you artists that be lying Better repent for them lines That you sold To the children Who ain't never have they Mom's or they pops praying with em So they grew up thinking God was just optional I been in the studio With all the biggest rappers And I realized that the money And the fame still doesn't matter We all got twenty four hours and we all gone die And yo Instagram followers don't equal changed lives Big stages Blessed to be on big stages in big cities But it seemed like God moved the most when stages was itty bitty No lights no smoke and the sign was all gritty Most folk would go to the crowd about fifty It don't matter because I feel Jesus in the environment This ain't a gig my homie it's an assignment And I know the devil aiming at me But he can't hit me And all these blessings raining on me Cause God is with me I remember one time I was true to form Did a show for two little kids in a thunder storm I remember when the rain started pouring down I'm like if y'all ain't leaving Then I'm throwing down I started rocking and the rain wasn't easing up I was determined to finish and wasn't giving up I did an hour Didn't even get paid But I do remember two kids got saved That's why I do it bro I remember Lookin at rappers like a father figure I had a dad but still it takes a village So I'm at my neighbors house We Ain't blood But somehow we relate to Jigga Every word he spit We say it with him That's why I'm standing on the stage I built in 1999 Cause when I gave my life to God He start performing in my heart So as I grew I knew My mission to save souls Ain't bout no brand Started building on that Rock Cause I Ain't gone build my stage on sand The lights that you see Reflecting my jewelry piece Is really just Jesus the King Shining and glowing through me Down to the words that I speak That kids and they parents repeat Y'all know I be quoting the Word This Prophet be rapping on keys The stage is just a platform Ima preach with or without one With no income Still make outcome Ima hustla You bout none I dedicate this song to all the years They wouldn't put me on they stage Used to love to shake they head Now they hate I'm in they face Big Stages I almost slapped yo favorite rapper When he disrespected me after I served him with smile and laughter Revenge ain't nothin I'm after I took notes Parallel parked cars with no tip Errand boy Drivin on E Paid for my own trip To get you what you need In a record time I'm drivin my daddy benz A star you can bet I shine My boss said I'm the best intern that they ever seen Maybe cause like Jesus I'm a servant before I'm King The embarrassing things I endured God used to mature Me From back doors To walking through front doors See I ain't one to complain About how far I done came Well Maybe back in the day But now I'm grateful for Grace Every door that was slammed Made me just who I am Every sound engineer Erased the voice that you hear Every weapon that formed Every show I performed Every stage I get on He's Who I'm standing on
This is bigger than the set you claim Or the rep you gained Or your dead homies Cased in a frame There's a war going on outside That you can't win You can't see it Cause your light from with in Is turned down Everybody claiming king But there's only one crown Servants riding high And the princes walk the ground My town is bleeding Red fluid Seven shots to the canvas Opps drew it I hate to paint A bloody picture But gotta lay it on straight With a chase of liquor Punch drunk Speaking sober thoughts A soul can't be sold That's already bought Price is paid And the blood is shed Repay Him with respect When you bow your head Lost sheep In the wilderness These pills got the youth numb They ain't feeling it The weed keep em in a fog They ain't seeing it Streets hot A cold world don't wanna be in it Wonder why these kids Don't value life It's hard to see the truth When you can't see the light Pain hurts And the thirst realer To be the king of popping Got em living Thriller The dead walk Amongst these dead bodies Ain't nobody throwing hands But be catching bodies Wrist flicking Keep the pot turning Fellow servant not a boss I'm just interning Over time But I'm underpaid I was born a king Living like a slave If I don't know a thing Know I gotta tell my kings To endure and lay your treasures Up in heaven Purify your hearts And put off the old man Cause it's time for us to purge All the leaven
I already know there won't be enough space, but I hope everything I need to tell you reaches you I'll easily find your address sweet kid 'cuz I get these pictures of you in my heart and now I get to pitch this to you finally I don't have to speak quickly I pen you this and my eyes do stream with tears here that truly fill the ground and I end up drowning in 'em and they do seem to be frowning at me Do these feelings make me submerge into the person we were and I keep this memory of you as if I were you still Now it feels like I'm interning at the current life but I'd wanna turn into you I want you to burst into my present work in my turf and you could make me feel the pure happiness again not only in the surface the Truth is that how to forget you I don't know I don't know whether it's right or it's wrong though 'Cuz I've grown attached to it so now hold on don't go yet It's not a goodbye with this song yo Do I gotta follow the fate or should I have faith or I will fade in my sorrows I don't gotta fall though or go insane or drop rain or faint with my thoughts no You can't imagine many times I stop to think that everything we've done's not enough And then I gotta admit that my management has been lacking in guts Sorry I didn't let you reach your full potential But I know you know it wasn't intentional Feels like it would've been sensational but our life started with a hint of tension and then shunned Showing us the ways to face this bitch There's no time to waste or wasted experience So promise me that every stupid thing we've done'll serve a purpose but we'll leave it in the past and we gon' save it in us cuz I love you not your fault so don't blame me Though in a period I ain't been me It wasn't you but still together since '96 I'm sending these letters to the parts of me and even though it's hard to feel what I'm getting here but in myself I wanna believe you are the ones I want to reach I've never really had a proper conversation with you before so I'm writing to you now to start a connection between us and then you can form ( a tough bond) I apologize that I have created this confusing storm And I think you're wondering what we have used it for I started to change this uniform just do it more the ruthless course must be changed it'll be off the chains so don't refuse this force Promise me that you'll keep playing long as you can for some people this useless sport Useless it ain't it does fill your core so go chase that ball Promise me we won't be jealous the way I am still for no reason now unacceptable Promise me you'll try to maintain an attitude of not abandoning our nature and this'll count a respectable trait of ours and we finna want now you to win the war sounds like a plea it won't Come with pleasant moments some of them will just piss you off but you'll need to remain calm Please take care of them both 'til the end of their days in the end it's the same as we've done but with age he gets lamer both take 'em under your arm and help 'em and save 'em Long as you don't harm anyone follow your path and do what you want Feel free to express yourself in what you're skilled at and let your power out 'till you're done Remember we were born with those principles always been so sensitive and sensible and since they both seemed to go against the system don't let it assimilate you though you heat your feelings into a mass into your center and it's impossible not to sin at all And since I told him we have been together since that '96 The three of us gotta stay forever here life's a money pit and if I purse my lips as if about to kiss you I'll be me I'm sending these letters to the parts of me and even though it's hard to feel what I'm getting here but in myself I wanna believe you are the ones I want to reach Sweetie you are a part of my past But I still wanna rock you in my arms Last but not least of our list love her Cuz none of 'em women'll be above her And take care of yourself
This is the story of the Round Table Recordz Coming up and blowing up, you know we bound to act reckless boy Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started I was down south, bored as fuck up in the classroom The teacher talking to me but all I hear is rap tunes Instead of taking notes, I started writing rhymes yo I started taking note, and got my fucking grind on Man I wrote line after line in my rhyme book But didn't put it on the beat, look how much the time took Somewhere along the line I changed my mind at different times Sometimes I wanted to rap, other times I wanted to find An artist becoming A&R and sign real talent So I started interning, now I'm climbing up that mountain But I still scribble on the page whenever I felt I'm an artist and executive, I should sign myself The Round Table Recordz here to fuck up the market This just part of our story, we just getting started boy Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started You been here, it's real clear to know that I've been prepared Since day one, mad young, knowing my time was real near If you open my story, just sit down and I'll tell y'all From the first page, born and raised, a hard nose working fella Cause I'm, American made, Peruvian raised, stay true as the date As soon as they placed me, I bloomed out the gate of the empire state But wait, uh, there's nothing you can tell me I've been around the world but my heart stays with my family I'm twisted in the wicked, rotten big apple A snapple in my right hand with vodka feeling dapper Oh snap cuz, they done doubt us, so shocked they talk around us But we bound tough, even in down luck, kick em out like fucking bouncers Fake, phony, fronters, fuck em, cause we don't want em Got these girls coming round daily, but they ain't gonna kill my vibe Cause this is the blueprint I've been writing since a minor Yet to make an ending to this beginning, cause I'm just catching fire Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started Gettin, gettin, gettin started We just gettin, gettin started And that little boys and girls, is how it's done Only direction from here, is on the way up Like Jay Fam said, we gettin, gettin, we gettin started That's it, Jay Fam, Romello, INF, this is what we do baby Round Table Recordz, this is what we do, we gettin started Hold on Rome, let me talk to 'em Uhhhhhh I don't know what to say, fuck it Round Table, R-T-R, R-T-R We just getting started baby Round two on the way up
It's Lil Maz, o-oh shit Tell me what I have to do Just to get right back to you Dreaming of the feeling when I lived up on the avenue Love to argue absolutes Stubborn I know that's the truth Swear to god the sky is bluer up on Edgecombe Avenue Let's bond over trauma we both share She in her feelings I won't spare Amaretto sour's how we coped there All on a road to nowhere We was making things work here But that's till my own tears My selfish ways they don't veer Don't change, pain came true These shots I take to Ease my mind keep me even keel Feeling numb she made me feel Now I lost my baby as my best friend (best friend) Every time we done bickered I just sensed the end Us getting hurt, worse it turned we too attached Can't seem to be face to face Stand my ground make separation She just want a little validation, I get angry and turn impatient Don't take my time, take my time Take my time, don't take my time See my girl worked hard enough so we can just stay in New York And I can chase dreams Interning part time making cheese Barely paid fees, making three hundred a week Still seen as the man I can be Ain't put me down, or make me feel weak Her holding me down is an understatement Didn't give her the same all that love was wasted Trying do it on my own got me fucking breaking I need me a moment I need me a minute But I'm thinking she over me, what I was giving Watch me ruin a good thing stay tripping The simplest thing of not feeling my life was just mine And it's killing my feeling of independent living Can't be a drop in the pond Wasn't ready for our bond Yin to the yang with a lot She didn't have her mom I didn't have my pops It's like we completed the spots that were gone Breaking her heart Like it was something play with Cause I ain't emotionally strong Future mom to my child But changed up our vows The same way I turned all her smiles to frowns But I made my decision, I got to go sit with it now Tell me what I have to do Just to get right back to you Dreaming of the feeling when I lived up on the avenue Love to argue absolutes Stubborn I know that's the truth Swear to god the sky is bluer up on Edgecombe Avenue Tell me what I have to do Just to get right back to you Dreaming of the feeling when I lived up on the avenue Love to argue absolutes Stubborn I know that's the truth Swear to god the sky is bluer up on Edgecombe Avenue
Doing dishes in these kitchens cause this music hasn't paid off O's Q's 50's cause I need more than a day job Everybody distant till they see you start to take off They think your pockets empty everybody seems to take off I keep going harder every cunt I know just stay soft They chasin clout they sellout I know that they lost How many times you pay your mummas rent and pay for her bond How many times ya pick your sister up from school drop her off How many times your bank account been empty and played it off How many times you thought that life was pointless like a blunt bic Penciling these rhymes till the day the money comes in If she ain't from the struggle that's a women I can't fuck with They ain't got the hustle or the drive that struggle comes with I've been so low searching how to tie a noose Psycho schizophrenic might just switch and cut ya loose Just to make sure every angle covered like obtuse Yeah it's all fun and games when you've always had a roof Me my mum dad and siblings all just sleepin in one room Last year slept in my car cause the rent went through the roof And I'm still going harder than these dogs that go roof All black everything hat down to the boots Long black coffee honey for the sweet tooth Sorry I cannot promise anything to you Gotta put myself first till I'm swimming in the loot A couple grand stashed invest in another batch All these women tryna latch but I'm so detached Tryna fill in all the gaps cause I can't afford to lack Everyday be on my mac making beats till I'm cashed A couple grand stashed invest in another batch All these women tryna latch but I'm so detached Tryna fill in all the gaps cause I can't afford to lack Everyday be on my mac making beats till I'm cashed Cunts talk work but they don't know what it means Working 30 hour weeks plus writing and making beats Interning in a studio and flipping all these greens I'm a half back they just floating on the wings So true to myself no criticism can sting Finished 8 track project and produced the whole thing Dropped a couple hundred on a photoshoot for visuals I'm gon make it back legal or as a criminal Either or it dont fucking matter that's the principle Investing in myself nothing else cause it's intergral Never take a break there's no time for an interval It's 2022 I'm labour they liberal A couple grand stashed invest in another batch All these women tryna latch but I'm so detached Tryna fill in all the gaps cause I can't afford to lack Everyday be on my mac making beats till I'm cashed A couple grand stashed invest in another batch All these women tryna latch but I'm so detached Tryna fill in all the gaps cause I can't afford to lack Everyday be on my mac making beats till I'm cashed
Bias perspective of self Gotta go Intentional Awareness For positive growth No ego in approach When you stream down the row Equal are the people Even if you lead them tho Spectrum for the both of those Getting close To what you know But didn't know Searching for the wisdom That's been missing tho Still provide learning Of mastery Forces interning Now you yearning For more than earning Learn how souls burning Seeing the energy You concern with So disturbing But purpose Never dwell Just learn To work it In passionate purpose Now see your life in a different view Now see yourself as a different you Now they say you acting like you too brand new Now ask yourself How you gon balance the two?
I met her in prison You've been to prison? Yeah! Not like that, silly I'm interning there through the club Would you be interested? In going to prison? My dad's the police chief, so we have access to it That sounds so fun Robin, you little dunce Got your hopes up again Justice isn't your friend Robin, use your brain You cannot mess this up Or you'll end up in chains If she figures it out There'll be a world of pain If she figures it out You'll end up slain Not really slain, but maybe slain Probably not Right?
Dark liquor over crushed ice what's life My ex ex said he see me then it's on sight It's rose gold you see me beaming in the sunlight I'm on point like ballerinas in the stagelights Waiting til my name called prepping for the stage fright Wet tarmac I be praying for a safe flight Get a rush when I find out what she taste like Wake up in the morning I just hope I get her name right Shedding tears in the mirror I ain't seeing clear I swear I spent a couple years tryna disappear Desperately waiting for cheers coming from my peers Weighing options but they ain't as heavy as my fear Ancestors looking down on me like what a waste Friends and family have to make some shit up at my wake I always seem to be a dollar short an hour late Out of breath going nowhere while I run in place Run in place Run in place While I run in place Run in place 3am pushing 90 on the 405 It's late again I swear to God I hate this fuckin job Paying bills and working double time to stay alive My girl momma told her leave him he ain't got the drive Thoughts racing when i'm laying on my back at night Blowing smoke broke and stressing with no appetite Haunted by the thought of things you can't get back in life Cause what you love is only worth what you would sacrifice Interning for producers I ain't making shit I hit my studio cause that's where all my money went Maybe one day i'll find purpose in my discontent Or find the purpose of a friend I can't get faded with Can't let my story end abrupt defined by my mistakes Even on these broken wings i'll find another way Gasping for another breath with fire in my face Clutching pieces of my dreams while I run in place Run in place Run in place While I run in place Run in place
I've been living on the low In a minute that won't be no more Tryna get it me all this dough Always tryna get me more for sure Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Every single day I try get it I gotta admit it, I don't give a fuck 'bout a critic Don't really care 'bout who did it first, I'mma do it best Putting my all on the universe Don't pray to God, pray to the universe Keep going on 'cause I can't reverse Put it my all 'til I'm in a hearse Fuck it I can't rehearse, I just do it, then I let it pass Licking my wounds, I've been depressed On the low, where I've been, I've been mess Shidd ain't bad as it seems, it could be worse Bitch I know that I'm king, lemme heal first hit up the team, we gonna burst Get back to the routine, we get it, we get it, we get it fast I've been living on the low In a minute that won't be no more Tryna get it me all this dough Always tryna get me more for sure Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Every single day we grind Every single day we try to get it We get it Bean head,been static, been at it Cooking shidd up a big habit Weed addict, enigmatic Still at it, living like a drug addict If I ain't satisfied, I revert it I got get it, how I intended Still learning, kinda interning Clenching my soul, I'mma heave with it Living with coins man I'm Been with it Man my pockets been empty, I'm still dreaming Man my grandma is still hoping I win with it My niggas in streets still scheming Grew up dealing with the same feeling Man the route that I'm given is steep really Niggas thinking I'm shallow, I'm deep really I'm just focused on me man I keep healing Every single day I try to get it Couple ppl in my kasi know me but I wanna run the whole muhfuckin' city Man u know that I'be really with it Told you, I don't give fuck about no critic Told u that I'm switching gears, I gotta evolve A lil bit of change I need it A lil bit of change I need it (*) I'm tryna run the whole fuckin' city
Many years around, bull reached a staffing ground, stiff neck rubbish cartel, Many years around, bull market strafing ground Weaponize a memory, interning, no sanctuary Many years, many years, bull market strafing ground
Are you sure he's dead I think so Aight do the last nail and throw him in Hello today we'll be discussing death He's been interning as the ferryman on the River Styx Relief pitching for when Azreal calls in sick Draft in the netherworld he's the first banned or picked Captures souls as black as coal with a drop kick There ain't a trick to dis honesty, oughta be prodigy Audibly send em on an odyssey no apology as policy Obviously an oddity cuz the movements are anomalous A nuicance his improvments on amusement assert dominance Bottomless appetite to be the best at the very least It's clear we've entered the belly of the middle beast This mana hungry Kael'thas with the verdant spheres Cam Hanes deer hunting while drinking your tears Feeding on the fears oozing out of blanketed masses You know your losin if seeing smoke spewing from the blackcasket Dyed roses when he rose pay attention to the spells casted Identity unknown cuz he blurred and masked it Each level in his head is a realm Revel in granduer that daunts the devil himself Test of mettle tdelve innis nightmare on elm This vessel is representin the toll of deaths knell Hala hala mara7ib hay a5ir mar7ala Yeebla ili mithla 3alashan ysh5ala Gool 7ag bu teyta 3n ili yakil mina wa3 wa3 Nazilla dma'3ik l2ana nawi yansifa 7ay fish 5il2a billi gbala wyin7ira Mafeeha roo7 t3al illi y9eeda ya9liba Deer ilbal mna illi yabee raasa y6la3la La3li3 lay bacher tara ma7ad ygdarla Wilach hay filim r3b 5ala blees ybool b9rwala W mitrabi mitrabi3 7a9'anta kanat zinzana Yigdar yajli6 chinna sm af3a b2af3ala Y9'l 9'ra6 il9'aal b6'alaala Yaslib illi ya7sid mn sulalta 7awilaw wiktashfaw la tu8as fa5amta 8eyd 7ayatik tistimir bsibat i3anta '3ath il'3atheeth bwagt fra'3a, wanasta Karah ilkareeh bilmakrooh bkaramta Wafwadi wafwadi Shgad anta raa2i3 sayidee 3al8ima mirti8i Ya weyla ili ma yisti7ee w yi3tidee Yaleyta yihtidi w yi7tithi b5ayala ilsarmadee
