A dear friend. And also drugs.

I was able to make room for doing things just for myself. And also to work on not feeling guilty about doing that!

Got to know a couple of my husband’s online friends, who turned out to be pretty amazing people as well as being very supportive friends. I really would have struggled without them, these last few months.

Shout out to my therapist who has been there through all of this mess of me. She’s incredible and helps me so much. You’re a real one, Sunny

Unironically my anger and rage was the only thing that kept me going last year, I was constantly beaten down and my spirit crushed but I forced myself through it. I would say it made me stronger but that would be a lie, it destroyed my mental health but at least I’m still clinging on.