1. |
crimes we all commit
03:55
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[ ethereal vocal intro ]
the street is barren
the land is cold
the alleyways are lined with snow
the wilted flowers
the wind still blows
the garden landscape’s overgrown
footsteps mark the traveled path
stories told behind my back
the truth unseen through frosted glass
broken compass, shredded maps
loving
losing
tender bruising
hold my breath, still getting hit
drifting
waiting
endless aching
indicted for the crimes we all commit
the empty silence
the plated gold
the place i know has since been sold
the jaded smiles
the hidden folds
the lives stand still on dead end roads
whispered con taken for fact
drag my name when no one asked
smile your way, i won’t react
facades were never made to last
loving
losing
tender bruising
hold my breath, still getting hit
drifting
waiting
endless aching
indicted for the crimes we all commit
i reach for what’s no longer there
but reaching leaves my arms sore
i write the words i never spoke
but writing doesn’t go far
i talk until the lights go dim
but talking only fuels the flame
i laugh until my mouth goes numb
but laughing doesn’t sound the same
i read between the censored lines
but reading makes my mind spin
i run until i lose my breath
but running isn’t hiding
i live under in blinding yellow lights
but living shouldn’t be a show
i fall in love and fall behind
but who am i? i wouldn’t know
loving
losing
tender bruising
hold my breath, still getting hit
drifting
waiting
endless aching
indicted for the crimes we all commit
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2. |
old habits
04:59
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try not to reach out anymore
speak to the walls stare at the floor
i’m better off this way
at least the dark won’t run away
i know
i’ve seen you back with her
but does she make you happier
hate that i still care how you are
you left me here with bleeding scars
you live you learn
it seems that everyone has been a lesson
taught me that time cannot rewrite a story
once it’s ended
i wish you proved me wrong
i wish that you were stronger
than the tides that took you
ocean eyes frozen to ice blue
don’t wish to have you back
don’t wish that it had lasted
longer than it did
we weren’t enough to break your old habits
made promises you couldn’t keep
i’ll always be here i won’t leave
now i watch from afar
left spiraling on my guitar
i know
there’s not enough room for all three
it felt like you were made for me
she may have been there first
but i was there to heal your hurt
to read your mind
i had lost mine
too good at second chances
like it had once before
i watch our embers burn to ashes
i wish you proved me wrong
i wish that you were stronger
than the tides that took you
ocean eyes frozen to ice blue
don’t wish to have you back
don’t wish that it had lasted
longer than it did
we weren’t enough to break your old habits
fleeting seconds fading minutes
drifting hours passing days
you were everything once
but i had been blinded by the haze
knew me like the back of your hand
now it’s holding hers
made the most of our short time
just never made it work
i wish you proved me wrong
i wish that you were stronger
than the tides that took you
ocean eyes frozen to ice blue
don’t wish to have you back
don’t wish that it had lasted
longer than it did
we weren’t enough to break your old habits
with every passing day
i wondered what it would take
one step in the wrong direction
living with my consequences
brought out the better in you
but there’s no comfort in new
for a while i thought we had it
you fell right back in your old habits
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3. |
ghost
04:07
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i’m hung up on somebody new
i’d give it a month or maybe two
lessons learned and bridges burned
they always lead me back to you
i’ve been battered i’ve been bruised
they don’t know me like you do
shifting eyes and sleepless nights
can only hope you felt it, too
it seems that when we say goodbye
no, we never truly mean it
meet new faces give it time
prove that there’s no escaping
the ghost of a feeling that had once lived
still haunting these walls you won’t let me forget
these windows i’ve boarded time and time again
a knock on the door and i’m back where i started
i tend to wonder what we’d be
missing chances count to three
ignore the rest who would’ve guessed
their burning eyes on you and me
standing to close to the flame
left to take on all the blame
storming gales and chasing tails
i think we loved the guessing game
keep to myself and feel your stares
amongst the crowded spaces
word of mouth and catching glares
years pass all that remains is
the ghost of a feeling that had once lived
still haunting these walls you won’t let me forget
these windows i’ve boarded time and time again
a knock on the door and i’m back where i started
switching sides
letting go
tearful smiles
eyes of stone
empty rooms
open doors
always here
but never yours
pack my bags and say i’m through
leave a shirt to pick up soon
see you painting your life new
i live in colour but its blue
heard somebody say your name
stories of how much you’ve changed
scared to write our final page
we seem to always stay the same
the same ghost of a feeling that had once lived
still haunting these walls can’t let myself forget
these windows i’ve boarded survived in darkness
a knock on the door and i’m...
i’m back
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4. |
three leaf clover
03:54
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i can’t remember the last time i said your name
or the sound of your voice it’s all starting to fade
i stop myself from reminiscing on those days
often wonder if after all we were meant to end this way
still notice pieces of you in strangers i meet
your laugh, your smile, the way your eyes move hesitantly
i carry with me every handwritten receipt
as if ill run into you somewhere, ‘cross the world or down the street
reading back my ink-filled pages
thinking ”this time we might make it”
every day was one step closer
fell like the leaves in october
now i hate the autumn breeze
it blew you far away from me
who i see now has been my closure
just another three leaf clover
repeat to myself all the words i thought you meant
“it may be difficult but know it’s for the best”
each quiet night i feel that aching in my chest
my arms give out, i think i’ve lost the strength to put it all to rest
i may not be alone but i have been lonely
nobody new will stay for all you had to see
slowly fell out of reach till it turned one-eighty
to think the eyes that understood now staring lifelessly through me
we once lived through movie scenes
all that remains is on the screen
you played your part standing ovation
read your script as if you made it
thought i found a lucky one
a little different than the ton
if only i looked a bit closer
would’ve seen you’re just a three leaf clover
felt you drifting
unforgiving
don’t need you back at my door
god i waited
two years wasted
wanted what we had before
sixteen star-crossed
lost touch of us
left me sinking to the floor
time will pass
you’ll grow perhaps
but know that i wont be there
anymore
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5. |
in lieu of a goodbye
04:51
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i heard your brother asked about me
does that mean i’m on your mind?
i can’t see myself returning
but i still fear that i might
lay our cards out on the table
left me staring at the sky
with my back against the wall
you nod in lieu of a goodbye
stepping out
of this crowded town
i’ll find myself here once the heat dies down
a fading pen
with no pages left
writing the same stories over and over again
over and over again
still putting flowers on the grave of what we used to be
i’d never known for all these years you had been visiting
but i don’t want to face the truth
my skin is turning black and blue
a broken record on a loop
that i am still listening to
the night the years that stood between us all came crashing down
still holding tight to every word before they simmer out
we couldn’t help but speak our minds
no longer reading between lines
i can’t keep pushing it aside
will i come back to you in every life?
i thought it would be closure
but you put me to the test
seems we opened a new chapter
and i want to read the rest
think i’m scared you understand me
straight into my burning core
you see right through the act i’m playing
know i’m fighting my own war
a battle cry
with a sharpened knife
laying lifeless, wounded, only left to wonder why
we’re here again
like we never left
but now we’ve said the words that we have always meant
the words we’ve always meant
still putting flowers on the grave of what we used to be
i’d never known for all these years you had been visiting
but i don’t want to face the truth
my skin is turning black and blue
a broken record on a loop
that i am still listening to
the night the years that stood between us all came
crashing down
still holding tight to every word before they simmer out
we couldn’t help but speak our minds
no longer reading between lines
i can’t keep pushing it aside
will you come back to me in every life?
i would have given all i had
(too many days we won’t get back)
those years of fiction turned to fact
(how did you figure i’d react?)
i could have let the case go cold
(the story’s old and been retold)
but i watched the rear-view not the road
(beneath it all we’re skin and bone)
i should have thrown away the key
(but another door won't set me free)
we’ve been here before, haven’t we?
(you’ll linger near, never quite leave)
i thought it would be us in time
but there’s no use, we’ve run it dry
went our own ways, live different lives
we won’t forget each other, right?
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naomi skye Toronto, Ontario
i'm an 19 year-old singer/songwriter from toronto, canada. i write songs about life & i've released them for you to hear.
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