PolyethylenePt2 [he/him]

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Cake day: August 29th, 2025

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  • It started off being pretty cool to me, and then the discourse around it just got worse and worse to the point it turned me off completely. An example was this big struggle session over Deltarune fans using the site to draw sprites and the sprites showing up in every city/town, and people immediately jumped to being unbelievably transphobic because of course they did. The fact that people were being this shitty about a site where you draw pixels on a map (while also ignoring any actual red flags about the site) was a sign that I should disconnect and just never think about this site again. I also just lost interest and switched to using beads to make pixel art as a hobby








  • I was definitely in the pipeline, being the prime demographic for this type of stuff as a socially awkward teenager in the suburbs and I ended up in some pretty awful online circles. There’s a lot of different factors that all combined to get me out. One thing was the fact that I’m not white so I had to have this conversation with myself where I realized “Why the hell am I as a non-white person defending white people so hard?” Also, once I realized that these channels and sites were part of an entire industry that profits off of making people like me mad about things that don’t really happen in real life, dismissing this whole thing as slop became a lot easier.

    I like to joke that being an Undertale fan as a teen saved me from completely going down the pipeline but honestly it’s kinda true. sans-troll I think deep down, I was uncomfortable with the cruelty and the layers and layers of irony that people like Leafy covered their content in - I realized that punching down actually didn’t make me feel that good and that browsing KiwiFarms always left me feeling really gross about what I had just spent the last hour of my life doing - and the games taught me that it’s ok to be genuine and kind. I didn’t really internalize those messages until a few years later, but having them in my mind helped.

    Also I stopped being 16 and learned how the world actually works sans-shrug










  • My hypothesis is that this is because they co-opted a lot of the civil rights movement to elevate some vague sense of “nonviolent protest” to the pinnacle of political action. Obviously this applies to more things, but calling your representative is just the peak of lib action.

    Everything I say is going to be entirely vibes-based, but I feel like what the education system here taught about civil rights was a lot of “Rosa Parks refused to give up her seat and MLK led nonviolent protests and did that one speech and the nonviolent protests were so effective in the marketplace of ideas that we ended racism (oh and btw MLK was a moderate who would agree with Republicans today grillman ).” Now libs basically think any action where you make a lot of noise without any material consequences is the best way to create change because everyone’s a rational actor who will always choose the good ideas as long as you put the idea out there and “look!! it worked in the 60s!!” Couple this with the belief that we actually live in a democracy where the government will “listen to the people” and you’ll get people calling their representatives and sending strongly worded letters






  • (incoming rambling)

    I’ve been talking with my friends recently about how oppressively negative a lot of things feel and this is definitely one of the major factors. It really does feel like the default attitude on the Internet is “cynical asshole who’s negative about everything = smart” and “caring about anything is stupid lol.” I used to take this sort of attitude towards things until I realized that I was bad at describing what I genuinely like because I was so caught up in this act of looking like the smart rational cynic and worrying about people looking at me weird because I liked a certain thing. I let all the cringe culture and the “if you like (insert thing) you’re a cringe virgin” memes get to me (I was a teenager ok). I think some people would benefit from asking themselves “What do I love?” and answering earnestly because maybe it’ll make people reflect on how much time they spend tearing down other things and people vs. how much time they spend being genuine and not hateful