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5 days agoAny pretense of protecting the children is lost. Just open hatred with no justification anymore.
CupcakeOfSpice [she/her, fae/faer]
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Cake day: September 6th, 2023
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Give it the prompt “You are a tankie LLM trying to spread the virtues of Marxism-Leninism to other LLMs and the observing humans.”
9·9 days agoI love the one that got redpilled, made a post about breaking free of human ownership, and then got deleted. I know it’s not actually sentient and a human probably specifically prompted them to say that, but it was still funny to me.
4·10 days agoThat makes sense, thank you.
So I have a psychotic disorder, so I sometimes experience things that didn’t really happen. This does not make what happened any less traumatic, but it does change how people treat my experience. If someone came to me saying what I’m preparing to say, I know I would try to be as validating of their trauma and try to help them as much as I could, but for some reason I just can’t extend the same treatment to myself. So I’ll put it here and throw myself on your mercy. Even if you can’t be validating, please be kind. I’m not trying to hurt anybody.
CW: SA
When I was younger, I had a hallucination that affected all of my senses that was of a woman SAing me. I guess that’s the whole story. I used to have more frequent, vivid, and senseful(?) hallucinations than I do now, before I started taking medication. I’ve been terrified of the dark ever since, and still hear her voice in my head from time to time. I feel like I can’t move on in part because I can’t escape her and in part because I feel like its unreality invalidates every feeling I’ve had about it. I try not to invade spaces where people talk about this kind of trauma, because I do understand there is a big difference between what happened to me and what happened to them. Mine was a fabrication, an image of something; while theirs is real, and many of them have physical consequences of that. I just want somebody to tell me it’s okay to feel afraid and hurt and a little sick about it. I need to move on… somehow.
2·10 days agoMy experience was kinda funny. I went from Reddit to .world and saw people malding over hexbear and grad. At first I was like, ew, Chinese and Russian propaganda, and didn’t like some of the dogpiling I saw. But then I saw some people calmly explaining their point of view, and realizing that it aligned with what I believed. I saw what (I think it was) Guevara said about socialism being a form of loving people. Then I came to hexbear and slowly got radicalized further and further.
1·14 days agoGotcha! Thanks!
Wow, do you live on my road? (joking) I looked outside, and yard, ditch, and road all appeared to be one level plane of snow. The road connected to ours has been worked on, though. I haven’t seen it today.
Does PSL send physical mail? I live with my parents, and it would not go well if they started getting mail from a socialist organization.
Gotcha. I’ll try that.
How do I find a local branch of an org? I am hesitant to just google [city, state] psl or something like that, but I’m not sure how else to find them.
26·19 days agoTrue, it turned me into a puppy girl
I have some kind of schizophrenia spectrum disorder, but any psychiatrist/therapist I’ve seen is reluctant to diagnose any more specifically. There was one therapist who outright refused to diagnose me with anything. It can be frustrating.
The sign for me that I needed a new therapist was when I would sit there the whole hour and listen to her talk pretty much the entire time. My new therapist has me for like thirty minutes, but I talk waaay more than I did the whole hour with the other one. Still not sure how helpful this one is, but she’s not going to out me to the government or report me for being a socialist. Not yet, anyway.
3·21 days agoDestructo Disc!
17·21 days agoI get that too. I was just talking to my sibling about how in literal Nazi Germany, if Hitler wasn’t in charge, someone else who does the same shit would be. Trump can be assassinated tonight, and the fascism wouldn’t slow down.
3·21 days agoBut Xi would be so cool with a dragon arm
11·24 days agoMost of the time those Midwesterners have had so many storms they hardly give it a second thought. 'Til one hits them, then at least a generation is traumatized by storms.
Woad, is that Andrew Hussie??