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The second single from Bleary's full-length debut, Little Brain (coming Spring 2026).
lyrics
Feel like a bug
I'm too small to keep up with your talking
Just say something real
Squashed on the sidewalk
People keep walking around me
I'm disgusting
I keep on flying into the light
I could disappear completely
In the time it takes to count it down from three
And I'm wasting, receding
How do I go back?
I want control, want it all
I'm no puppet on a string just waiting
For something real
Cut the thread, get out of bed
I'm trying not to sink into the deep end
Yeah this bug's swimming
I could disappear completely
In the time it takes to count it down from three.
And I'm wasting, receding
How do I go back?
I've got a bone to pick with God
She's taking her time lately
I hoped my best would be enough
She's making a mess of me.
How do I go back?
credits
released February 20, 2026
Performed by Callan Dwan, Peter Mercer, Taro Yamazaki, Luke Fedorko
Composition & Lyrics by Callan Dwan, Peter Mercer
Recording by Joshua Ditty
Additional Recording by Mike Purcell
Mixed by and Mastered by Mike Purcell
Photos and Artwork by Merit Gentile
Dedicated to Brian Dwan
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