Okay, so.... I think I need to post a journal to prove that I am indeed still alive.

I uhh, I don't know what to post anymore though.

Well, still alive.

Happy Mother's day everyone.

Me, I made mom dinner, she liked it.

THis journal is mostly filler, trying to be active but.. ya know, things are crazy.

May first, the day that starts... well a lot of themed months for artists. So what's the big one this time? Mer-may? Mayternity? Does anyone do Moo Moo May or is that just march?

So, yeah, Lizardguy here to talk about something maybe.

So yeah, no lie, been neglecting this place badly. I got commissions I haven't uploaded for no reason other than "forgot to do it" and they're starting to pile up. That should change.

I dunno, a lot's been on my mind lately, depression's hitting hard, and I won't lie that I sometimes prefer other sites like Discord or Bluesky. I won't just destroy this place though, nah, gonna keep going as long as my ticker ticks.

Ugh, I just wish I had a way to be around better.

4/20 filler journal. I haven't been super social over there, so I thought I'd pop in and say hi.

Hi, and yes, I am doing that tonight.

If you saw my last journal, you might've known I had a peculiar glitch telling me I had 26 submissions I hadn't seen. Well, not any more.

So here's hoping the rest of the process goes well and the site is back to full functionality soon.

Aside from that... I think it's a Holiday and I didn't get anything ready.

So since the maintenance breaks yesterday, of course the site's had some hiccups here and there as the devs work to fix it up (good thing they are). My current thing is that I seem to be stuck with 26 seemingly unseen submissions that are simply not visible on my end.

It's not like crippling my ability to enjoy the site, it's just... odd. I'm sure it'll be fixed, it's just peculiar is all, I felt the need to say something on the subject.

Been trying to make this journal since downtime ended.

IT'S BACK!!! Now what?

Uh oh!

Yes, it's dumb filler, will delete after server maintenance.

Seems FA is going to go down tomorrow. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11330044/ Maintenance and such. Hmmm....

Well, you know where my Bluesky is, and you know how to find me. I'm just gonna wait until Saturday to make the real big posts. I got a fun commission recently that I'll be happy to show off.

As I write, it's March 31st. As you read, who knows.

The main thing to note here, I do not like April Fools. Call me if a new Homestar Runner thing happens, but otherwise I am just not a fan of the holiday.

I dunno... that's all I got.

Well, spring time. At least I think it is, the Equinox was usual the 21st, right?

Whatever, point is, spring is springing so any time it snows or gets cold, I'm gonna be really really annoying about it.

Mostly posting this because the last post is super extra dated.

https://youtu.be/Xl2nNfMkoHU

That's all.

Hello whoever. It's after Daylight savings, after Mario day, and good while before anything super special happens.

.... fuck, it's boring now. Ah well, maybe one day we'll see something better than filler here, right?

Ugh, that time of year again.....

https://youtu.be/br0NW9ufUUw

Hey, guess who forgot until this morning? Good news, did not technically lose an hour of sleep, but now I'm annoyed with myself for being an hour late to my day. I dunno, can we just like freeze the clock on this whole thing or something?

Hiya friendoes, it's March. So perhaps now's a good time to do an update, especially since the lack of Twitter has effectively isolated me from the pokemon fandom's more toxic side and made my last journal seem a tad silly.

So yeah, Spring is slowly approaching, the last bits of snow around me are melting away, and weather is slowly warming up. Not sure what else to say right now. Been trying to maintain some form of presence here since it's hard to socialize IRL, and I still sort of want to make some impact as a Vtuber in a sense.

Fuck man, I dunno, things are weird and I'm in a position that is not ideal but admittedly better than some people's positions.

Alrighty, we all saw the Pokemon thing, right?

So, we got news about that Ditto town builder, some mobile games, and that Gale of Darkness comes to NSO (odd not Colliseum though).

Yeah, neat, not my thing really. New generation comes though. AND THERE'S A PUPPY!!!!!

Yep, a firey Pomeranian. I sincerely hope to see people regularly naming it Missile.

So we're not gonna have toxic freakouts about it, right?

Hello whoever, this is a journal where I vent a bit.

So, Discord is apparently looking to put in stupid age verification nonsense in their app next month. https://aftermath.site/discord-age-verification/

Gave a link, but here's the basics of it. Discord apparently thinks that its easily breached databases deserve your sensitive info and face pics for some reason. Why? Because apparently Discord forgets that their primary user is the 18 to 50 year old furry, I guess. That's not an insult, I can't remember the last time I met someone under 18 on Discord.

So yeah, of course cancel your Nitro and get some Death Stranding screenshots, or whatever. I gotta be honest, I haven't been trusting Discord in ages, use has mostly been begrudging. People chose not to get on Guilded, and the Roblox guys took that over. People chose not to get on Revolt, now it's Stoat and has to clarify that it's not using GenAI code. Telegram got taken over by the worst people, and I don't think anyone wants to go back to Skype if it still exists.

So, now what? Is Stoat the alternative we want now that it's not using GenAI (at least I hope they aren't) or can we find another one?

I just don't want to have to put my face into Discord, because fuck that.

Hello whoever, just getting the Groundhog day journal off my page mostly, so expect not a lot to be said.

That said, I have a few weeks of employment in my future. Yay. It's just me doing temp work for my old company because they're desperate but also dying. It's an awkward position to be in, but it's where they are. Of course once these few weeks are up, poof, back to job hunting.

Also, got my taxes done, yay. So hopefully they'll send a check in mid march since they gotta delay it by 6 weeks.... Ugh.... I dunno. I hate this shit show too.

And that's basically it. Check front page for stream updates, check bluesky for other stuff, check whatever if you're not blocked or banned. And if you are, then the fuck you doing here? Get a life you creep. I don't stalk people that block me.

Hello everyone, it's February, that means a lot of things really. Right now, for us Americans, it means Groundhog Day. No, I don't know what a groundhog has to do with winter and such, I just know it's an excuse to talk about a cute little rodent that any other day of the year would be considered a pest.

Unfortunately, that tradition is a bit undermined this year because of the Nazi party attacking random American citizens for evil hateful reasons. Seriously, may ICE and everyone involved with that whole "homeland security" shitshow burn in hell.

Honestly, fucking hell. Question for my fellow Americans, has the Department of Homeland Security done anything BUT make people feel insecure in their homeland? No, it hasn't. Comments disabled because I do not want to deal with anyone who could possibly comment on this.

Hiya, it's me, a rare update comes up here.

So, I'm just removing the public link to my discord now. Politely ask if you want to join, we do bi-weekly game nights, we chat, support eachother, and so on.

Yeah... note me here, find me on Bluesky, or twitch or whatever. I just feel I need to vet my joiners, ya know?

Hey whoever, guess who happens to be in the eastern US and is dealing with the huge damn storm that just dropped on that entire half of the country?

Yep, me. I hate it, and I've already shoveled my walkway twice. I already hate everything about this weather, and so on and so forth.

Ugh... ya know, this is a rare time I'm actually glad I lost that sales job. No doubt they'd somehow expect me to go 100 miles out of my way to some hellhole I don't know for a useless perogi sale in this weather.

Sadly, still working to find a job. Thank goodness for savings.

General update, net's back.... now I just gotta figure out what to do with the regained freedom.

Hey everyone, guess who's making a journal through his phone today?

Yeah, it's me. And ya know what really sucks? I need to because despite my lack of activity here, I need to make this update.

I don't have net and won't have it for the entire weekend. Ugh. Thankfully, tech guy comes Monday to handle it.

On the plus side, I won't be home like 90% of the weekend, so it's not like I really lose anything here.

So uhh, yeah. It will be mich easier to contact me through Discord than here.

Well, as I shake off the bad feelings of just how this new job went down, I need to get back into streaming so I at least have SOMETHING going on.

Yep, still Vtubing because I can. Tonight I go live around 8PM EST, check your timezones for that. Then Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday.

Anywho, first week back won't be anything special, just vibes and whatever games I decide are worth trying at the time. Maybe mid-week I'll actually pick a game, but that's for mid-week me to decide. FOR NOW, check back regularly to see if I update.

Front page has my full schedule, so if you are into those, check it out there.