Friday, 11 July 2025

🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔

🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔

📅 July 11, 2021



Today marks four years since I last saw you, Jeffrey.

Four years since I heard your voice, since we crossed paths in this life.

It still feels raw… like it just happened.


This was the final message I ever sent you.

I didn’t know it would be the last.

I was just trying to find you, make sure you were okay, get the car, figure out where you were.

I didn’t know I was reaching out into silence.

I didn’t know you were already slipping away.


Some days the grief crushes me like a wave — fast, heavy, without warning.

Other days it lingers quietly in the background like a whisper only I can hear.

But not one day has passed that I haven’t thought of you, missed you, loved you.


I would give anything to go back to that day.

To wrap my arms around you, tell you I love you one more time, and never let go.

But instead, I carry your memory forward.

I speak your name. I keep your light alive.


You were not just my son.

You were my reason for being.


🕊💬 “Where you @? The car & your bike isn’t here…”




That was the last thing I ever typed.

And if somehow, somewhere… your spirit still sees these words —

I hope you know: I’ve never stopped looking for you. And I never will.


Forever your mom.

💔🌌 #LoveYouJeffrey #4Years #GriefAnniversary #NeverForgotten

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Wednesday, 7 May 2025

The last text message I ever sent my son. I will never delete this. 💔



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Thursday, 12 September 2024

First time I’ve dreamed of my son Jeffrey

September 12th into the 11th
Last night or early this morning was my first time dreaming of Jeffrey. I was in my car facing the front walkway & he appeared walking across the lawn & walkway looking directly at me for less than a minute or it seemed & then he disappeared 😔



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Sunday, 19 May 2024

Contacting The Spirit Realm



Contacting the spirit realm is a deeply personal endeavor and can be approached in various ways depending on your beliefs and comfort level. Here are some general methods that people use to connect with the spirit realm:

1. **Meditation:** Quieting the mind through meditation can help you become more receptive to spiritual messages. Focus on your breath, clear your mind, and set an intention to connect with the spirit realm.

2. **Prayer:** If you have a religious or spiritual practice, prayer can be a powerful way to reach out to the spirit realm. Speak openly and honestly, asking for guidance or signs from your loved ones.

3. **Dreams:** Spirits often communicate through dreams. Before going to bed, set an intention to receive messages in your dreams. Keep a journal by your bedside to record any significant dreams you have.

4. **Rituals and Offerings:** Creating a ritual or offering can help facilitate contact. Light candles, burn incense, or place meaningful objects in a special place dedicated to your loved one.

5. **Divination Tools:** Some people use tools like tarot cards, pendulums, or Ouija boards to attempt communication. If you choose this route, ensure you are in a calm and respectful mindset.

6. **Visit a Medium:** Professional mediums can help bridge the gap between the physical and spiritual worlds. Look for someone reputable and experienced.

7. **Nature and Solitude:** Spending time in nature or a quiet, sacred space can enhance your connection to the spirit realm. Listen to your intuition and be open to signs and feelings.

Remember to approach any attempt at contacting the spirit realm with respect and an open heart. It's also important to protect your energy and set boundaries to ensure a positive and safe experience.
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Could be Jeffrey ❤️


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Sunday, 13 November 2022

Reading from Medium Marie Hess

 October 10,2022 6pm-7pm Marie

I talked to a medium Marie Hess & Jeff came through and an older woman and an older man. Jeffrey said that he could hear me talking to him at home, in the car and while I’m at work. When I’m in the car I would cry & say I wish I was a better mother and he came through saying that I was a good mom. He kept saying he was sorry. Marie said that he was showing me that I worked in a Hospital. I told her no but my work would look like a hospital because it’s a assisted living home.  He said he was always around because I’m always talking to him. Knew that I kept some clothes that I wear to feel close to him. Knew about the shrine that we have for him and he was happy about that she said a friend got a tattoo for you in remembrance of him and I said no to that. I am unsure if any of his friends got a tattoo  in remembrance of him but it is possible. His fiancé did get a tattoo for him & I so desperately want to get a sleeve tattoo of his pictures on my arm. 
He said It was in the cup. Substance abuse. Alcohol is the devils poison. I will never drink again, not even a sip. It took my son from me. 
 The woman that came through she’s on oxygen and she said that I look after her and that would’ve been my husband Allens mom. She thought that she was my mom or that she was like a mom to me and that’s true. The older man that came through she said I look after him as well and I think that would’ve been Allens dad. And Jeff kept saying that I was a good mom and I couldn’t have done anything to change anything. He said there was something in the car of his that I kept in my car but I can’t think of what that would be unless he was talking about his Volkswagen I’m not sure about that but nobody is allowed to touch it. Marie also said there’s a friend I’m still in contact with that I try to help.Marie also said that I had a necklace that was for him. I said no. Then she said that there was a necklace I was thinking about getting with his ashes in it & I said yes. It was about a hour long. I wish I had a way to record it. 
 It was a great experience & gave me some piece & I definitely will be doing it again as well in the near future I plan on taking some of her courses so I can master channeling & be able to help other parents who have lost there child. 


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Thursday, 8 September 2022

Good News











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🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔

🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔 📅 July 11, 2021 Today marks four years since I last saw you, Jeffrey. Four years sinc...