I miss my bf

We broke up yesterday. He was mentally bad, i'm in one of my most unestable moments and we had too much problems because of this. I know this is the most mature decision, but i still feel sick about everything, i miss him, i miss how he made me feel, how he used to be worried about me, how i used to be worried about him, the fact that we knew we had each other no matter what, i miss him talking for hors about star wars, the clones, jurassic park, helldivers or anything he remebered and wanted to explain to me, and i listened, because i LOVE to hear him talking about things he likes, i miss joking about us being Padme and Anakin because we had opposit opinions, i miss stay awake at night just talking about nothing, or just hear him snoring, i just miss my bf :(